Everywhere I turn I see food.
I can't stop. It is so good.
Everywhere I turn I see food.
I can't stop. It is so good.
sabotaging myself
Food calls to me like it needs my help
lost in its consumption
With every bite there is a guilty feeling.
Fatness is everywhere.
As I stuffed two cupcakes in my mouth today I remembered that I don't even really like cupcakes.
I turn to food
Doesn't matter the mood it is always food.
Damn Food.
I am so sick and tired of wanting to eat all day long.
It whispers my name in the dark shadows
I look in the mirror and see that I'm not who I thought I was
Damn Food.
hidden behind the mouthful is the sadness and regret of something else
one more bite and it all goes away
Damn Food.
trying to fill the void that is there
one more spoonful and it all goes away
I look in the mirror and see that I'm not who I thought I was.
It whispers my name in the dark shadows
Damn Food
I'm definitely where you are right now. But, something that gave me some peace this week that I think might help you too. I was reading my daily devotional this week and it was about God loving you unconditionally. Love yourself like God loves you. Treat yourself with love and care. Treat your body with love and care. That includes not beating yourself up over eating food you "shouldn't."
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